dono whats my feeling now. i was like so angry. its not because of you don let me go out. why cant i just lend some things from fren? this doesnt makes me happy. it makes feel like getting out. ugrhhh...why? i don understand url. really don und url enough. i'm not really that bad okay. thats what url think. that i always go out rite? ya...when did i? i only go out few times a month. its that too much? how about ppl who goes out everyday? means they peagih dadah la? you are the one who says we have to go for family dinner. if i don go you'll ask me who is more important? ur frens or ur family? if i go den you'll say i go out everyday. i told you that i don wan rite? ishh...why is she like that? i really wanna have an ans. i ald did my best. you say i'm lazy i'm stupid. what the hell. how the hell you went to ur best! everyday talk talk talk scold scold scold shout shout shout. thats all you know rite? lalala...i had enough la. ugrhhh...CRYING!